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BellaBugia

Published: May 17, 2014

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Sometimes I want to burn down the world
Destroy something beautiful and
Bask in the remains

Sometimes.

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CalumDC

May 18, 2014

Sometimes, once the dust settles in the aftermath only clarity remains and the serenity we need to rebuild and recover.

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