You Had A Hold Over Me

It started as a bit of fun
It wasn't a need
It was a want
I loved the way you made me feel
I'd breathe you in
Filling my body
Clouding my judgement
Destroying my senses
And before I knew
You had a hold over me

It wasn't fun anymore
No longer a want
You became a need
Imperative to my survival
I needed you to feel "normal"
You took control of my mind
You took control of me
I tried to deny it but
You had a hold over me

I came to my senses
I don't need you
I don't want you
I hate the way you make me feel
It was difficult
Craving you
My body adjusting
Taking back control
And before I knew
I got a hold over you